TRUST ISSUES

I have trust issues
I might fall and get hurt
But don't help me up
For I fear that you may let go again
And then I'll have to face the pain
I fear that you may drop me down
And I'll be upon the ground
I'll get up on my own
After all, it's how I've grown

I have trust issues
I may be open to you about much
I may wear my heart on my sleeve
That doesn't give you the rights
To scar me and then leave

I have trust issues
I can't deal with heart break
I can't deal with pain
I can't be the one to break your heart
For that'll drive me insane

I have trust issues
And trust me, I'm trying to deal with it
But first just let me
Understand myself bit by bit